eyes regain their vision
parting me from myself
and I focus on the black weight pressed against the head of my so called friend
“fuck you, don't say a word to me”
I whisper
“do you have any idea how this feels?!”
“you don’t give a shit about anything!"
"What the fuck were u thinking?!"
He cowers and trembles
Turning from the barrel
And mutters something almost inaudible
I lean forward Toward him to catch his desperate breath and He stammers
“d..d..dont kill me, please! I don’t know why I did it”
“I don’t think I just act I..I..I can’t help it”
“can’t help it!?
I snap
"You knew EXACTLY what you were going to do!”
“I saw your eyes all over her when I introduced her to you”
I look away for a split second and tainted tears start to swell
Memories of her touch imprinted
Her smile, her taste, her smell
My anger rises again
he knew what he was doin’
He knew all along
I should paint his brains all over that fucking wall
the inner turmoil starts to show and my hand starts to drop
Eyes blinded by the ally he's been to me until..
Stop!
memories play machine gun pain
And the devil deals one more card my to
Battered, broken brain
I can’t let this dirty cunt get away with this
how many times has he fucked someone else's mrs?
My finger tightens round the trigger
Quivers at the fury that has arisen
“you were supposed to be my friend”
"WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING??"
at that he crumbles and fear turns to despair
and urine starts to spread itself down his trouser leg but again
he doesn't answer the question.
I harden
square gazed to his forehead where cold steel rests
Amid waterfalls of perspiration
my eyes burn
Intent
“I TRUSTED you, I treated you like a BROTHER!”
“And you FUCKED me for another notch on your four poster?!"
“I loved her, you know that?!”
“we even talked about moving in together”
“but you fucked it you BROKE US, and you broke me!”
“so now I will do the same..”
“repent motherfucker”
“For I AM LOKI”
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