What do people do in moments of absolute uncertainty?
The times when you have no idea what you want; to go for a walk, eat a burger, hang out with friends or watch another episode? Does it render everyone else immobile? Stuck between what could be and what is, analysing through what was to predict expected reaction to choice. Being utterly uncomfortable as Netflix gives a five second window of no noise. Listening to the belly as it gurgles indecision. Watching grey clouds roll around teasing precipitation.
What do people do in absolute consternation?
The house is no longer habitable, bed no longer comfortable, phone no longer distracting, Xbox only exhausting. Talking, you gotta be kidding. Meeting, greeting, smiling and participating, I don't have the energy for that! Brain slowly rescinding. Just sit, and stare. Moving images mouth dialect, as self criticising sinks body further into sofa stupor, prophetising about expected outcome, Fuck it. Can't decide. Do nothing.
What do people do in the midst of delirium?
Run
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